So friends hit me up to hang out. Sounds normal right? The thing is they hit me up. So don’t you think they would do something about it? You’re inviting me man and you want me to do something.
Don’t tell me you miss me and want to hang out when you don’t even put in the effort to visit. Yes, I do drive and have my own car but why does that have to mean that I have to go to you all the time? Like if you missed me half as much as you say you do wouldn’t you do something to come see me? Public transportation does exist you shit.
So before you go on saying that I don’t “care” about you or don’t “love” you think about what you’ve given to this friendship.
I give so much of myself in each friendship considering I don’t have shit and I get nothing in return.
I’m tired of it. I don’t need friends like that. Ones that drain you and feed at your soul causing you to feel like you shouldn’t ever bother making friends in the first place.
You make me feel like the worse friend but fuck you I’m an amazing one. I won’t let you make me feel bad when you obviously don’t care in the first place.